Keep it 18+ pls
I lost a close friend today. Before him, the only person I knew (that was close to me) that passed away was my grandmother. Handling death is weird and I don’t know how to do it, so I’m going to write as an outlet.
This kid was something else. In high school, he was a little more reserved but wanted to be bad. He was cautious yet he knew how to have fun. After we graduated I saw him finally break out of his shell and become the man he wanted to be. When we linked up he always had extreme stories.
The last time I saw him was in April and I couldn’t believe my eyes. Standing before me was a completely different dude, but it didn’t matter because he was happy. So joyful and laughing and acting crazy. He was so excited to introduce to me his girlfriend but he was too drunk and excited to keep focus. Pure bliss was shining through him and I can’t tell you how great that was to see.
It’s a shame that he had to go so early but it happened from doing the stuff he loved the most. My heart goes out to his family and his girlfriend.
All day today so many memories were brought back. I cried a little at the fact he isn’t here anymore, but I caught myself smiling more because every single memory I have of him is a great one.
Rest easy BMW, I’ll be waiting on that 50 yard line for you.